My name is Monica and I am 33 years old. I was born at Holloman Air force Base in New Mexico. I grew up very shy and always feeling different from everyone else. This became especially true in my 20s when I started seeing incredible UFOs in the sky. During this same decade, I had to undergo a complete hysterectomy because of mysterious cysts and massive amounts of scar tissue; even my ovaries were twisted together.

After these life changing events and anomalous occurrences, I came to the conclusion that I was an abductee. Some of the anomalous events in my life include abduction related phenomena such as seeing patterns in my dreams, scoop mark type scars and unaccounted for bruises on my body, including the type of bruise that has a circle inside of it. I also suffer from nosebleeds and have experienced periods of unaccounted for or missing time.

During my encounters I have been shown and have met several hybrid children that I'm told are mine or I somehow know are mine. I have had visits with them in playroom type areas and have also found myself in teaching situations in school like settings. I have seen Greys as well, but I don’t remember their faces very well. I am sometimes left with a weird screen memory or only remember their eyes. I have also seen Beings that appear Asian looking, but are somehow different, and I have seen Reptilian looking Beings at least two times that I can recall.

I participated in the group effort of sharing encounter experiences through art by having some of my artwork and one of my encounters published in Kim Carlsberg's book The Art of Close Encounters. Even though I have had a hysterectomy, I still struggle with being taken, although most of the time I perform duties such as calming other abductees and helping sick hybrid children.

There are overtones of MILAB type encounters mixed in with my alien abduction encounters. I feel this may have something to do with my family history and having been born at Holloman Air force Base in New Mexico. Recently I received a very unusual phone message on my cell phone that I uploaded to a YouTube video. I am including a link in this article because it sounds very strange, as if it was a message that had been sped up somehow. I would like to find out if there is anyone who can analyze it for me in order to determine what the message says. Strangely, when I tried to call the number back, it came in as my own number. For anyone interested, that message can be listened to here.

The Way We Treat One Another

How abductees treat one another is important to me. After all we have been through, it's important for us to be supportive of one another. It was difficult having to undergo a complete hysterectomy at a relatively young age. I have also lost connections with friends and family members because of my unusual life experiences. After all I've been through, it is a slap in the face when I come across people making things up for attention as well as UFO enthusiasts who are completely out of their gourd with weirdness. These two things make me really cringe.

I tell my experiences just as they are. I don't add theories, religious overtones or try to get any sort of attention from them. I have actually had people, including other abductees, get mad at me because my experiences did not line up with their theories. I have had religious people tell me the aliens are demons and to rebuke them in the name of Yahweh. Not only can we humans not get along with ourselves, we cannot communicate with or respect the animals we share our planet with. I personally wonder why these Beings bother with us at all.

Questions and Concerns

One concept I find difficult to understand is the many ways people find to separate themselves from each other, when we all truly should be ONE.  It starts out seemingly harmless with countries, States, and cities. Then it comes down to property and more personal issues. I don't understand why our planet has to be divided up with every single inch of it being owned by somebody. We are even dived up by race and last names. The worst two things that divide people and are the likely cause of our worldwide problems are religion and politics. I refuse to get involved with either one.

There was, however, one encounter when the ETs gave me a religious message. It got me thinking about how primitive and violent humans are, especially when it comes to anybody thinking outside the box. I was shown a hologram behind glass. In it, one of the Greys was putting a hybrid fetus inside the Virgin Mary. During a different encounter, one of the Beings told me things about "alien martyrs." Does this mean that Jesus was an alien-human hybrid? I don't know. One thing it did make me think about is how any time someone is born who tries to break the mold and think outside the box, they are either murdered or silenced in some way or another. A few examples that come to mind are Joan of Arc (and countless other women who were burned at the stake), Martin Luther King, John Lennon, John F. Kennedy, and many others.

In the 1960s, there was an entire generation of people who were born thinking outside the box. The word "hippie" itself means "one who is aware," and expanded awareness was one of the goals of the entire movement. Besides influencing health, food, fashion, art, music, environmentalism (especially nuclear) and lifestyles; they tried to change the world in politics and civil rights through peaceful demonstrations. Quoting Carlos Santana:

"The 60′s were a leap in human consciousness. Mahatma Gandhi, Malcolm X, Martin Luther King, Che Guevara, Mother Teresa - they led a revolution of conscience. The Beatles, The Doors, Jimi Hendrix - created revolution and evolution themes. The music was like Dalí, with many colors and revolutionary ways. The youth of today must go there to find themselves." (1)

Something has gone tragically wrong since then. It seems to me as though everyone walks around like zombies. Everywhere I go nobody seems happy or creative, and people act mean and rude to each other. Nobody takes the time to get to know their own neighbors anymore as it was just a generation ago. There is not a sense of community anymore either. I am in disbelief during breaks in the break room at school or work with nobody talking or even looking at anyone else. Everyone prefers texting or talking on a cell phone rather than looking at the person standing in the same room with them. Again I ask: How and why do these Beings bother with humans at all?

It seems obvious what has happened to the political activist free thinkers of the time if you look at the big picture: They were silenced by government. Nothing says this more loudly and clearly than the day of October 21,1967 when protesters marched on the Pentagon, and were quickly surrounded by Federal troops. Actor George Harris put flowers in the barrels of the soldiers' guns and this has become a familiar image of the 1960s antiwar movement. Three years later we are still putting flowers in National Guardsmen's guns - except then, the peaceful demonstrators were gunned down by the National Guard.

In 1969 in Berkeley, California, people gathered to participate in the planting of flowers, shrubs, grass and trees during the building of People's Park. After authorities destroyed People's Park and installed an 8 foot tall chain-link wire fence around its perimeter, planting flowers became a symbol of peaceful resistance.

It seems as if, once again, the government has won. Nobody really cares anymore and most people seem docile and ignorant. I wonder sometimes if any of this correlates with the timeframe of the fluoridation of our water. Fluoride destroys the pineal gland among other negative side effects. And, last but not least is the government's ongoing attempts to keep us in the dark about extraterrestrials and space in general. Just in the past year they have pulled the switch on SETI and the Space Shuttle Program. Now, what little the public used to be informed about has ended.

None of this makes any sense to me. I remember back in the 1980s when everybody was excited about "ET" and we thought for sure by 2011 we would be caught up or at least approaching Star Trek technology; but what we got was nothing. We went nowhere. Nothing, despite the fact that thousands of people have seen or photographed UFOs or have gone public with their experiences. Instead of getting the Disclosure we badly need and deserve, our government is closing up the shop entirely. Either that, or they are taking it to one of their underground or "space based" facilities.

It is my feeling that unless some kind of major revolution happens, contact and Disclosure is up to us as individuals: Meditate, put down your phone and other electronic toys, and stay in tune with your brothers, sisters, friends, neighbors, and especially, nature. "...For the times they are a-changin'."

-- Monica Geyer, September 2011
 

And, in a new way!

For more information about Monica Geyer, check out her artwork at Monica Starship's ET Gallery and her Facebook page.