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How To Live Among Humans Part Two |
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Part One of this article, The Hybrids: Can We Know Their Purpose? covered information concerning two of the main questions regarding the hybrid breeding program: "Why are the aliens doing this?" and "What is being done with our hybrid offspring?" A handful of geographic locations where the aliens and their hybrid offspring may be living or temporarily inhabiting, and the purpose of the alien-hybrid breeding program were also covered. The possibility of an alien-human hybrid bred military force was also discussed in the context of two vivid encounters I experienced and had immediate conscious recall of in 2007 and 2008. Thanks to abductees' firsthand testimony of our many and varied experiences over the past several decades, and our willingness to share our information with others, abduction researchers have been able to draw some important conclusions. One significant finding is that it appears some of our hybrid offspring are coming to Earth to live among us. Several abductees believe they have interacted with hybrids in their day to day life and that certain hybrids are already here. Abduction researchers, including Budd Hopkins and David Jacobs, have presented their research findings regarding hybrid activity on our planet, and I have also been witnessing this type of activity during my experiences involving hybrids. (1) Late in the summer of 2008 I had an encounter that convinced me what other abductees have been reporting is indeed occurring on our planet. I have had many interactions with hybrid Beings during my life, but this encounter would be the one that was a turning point for me. I immediately felt the need to share this information with others. However, I also believed I would be betraying the hybrids or perhaps even endangering their lives by making this public. I did not know where, exactly, this feeling was coming from, but I was indeed aware of it. I therefore kept the details of the experience to myself for eight months. It is because of my encounters that I published in Part One of this article, as well as the encounters I have experienced since then, that I feel this may be the appropriate time to make this public. The Hybrid Field Guide The encounter occurred in August of 2008, one month after the experience showing me that some of the hybrids are being sent to Earth. Afterward, I felt compelled to write everything down as quickly as I could because I was aware that much of the information I was given - allowed to actually read - was slipping away from my conscious memory. From my journal: It was amazing. I was inside of an empty house and I was with a man who seemed military or ex-military and he had a guidebook. It was all about the aliens and the hybrids. He handed the guide to me and said, "You may read this, but you cannot keep it." I took the guide from him and as I held it, I
noticed that it wasn't very thick and was held together with a
small, black, spiral binding that appeared completely terrestrial.
That is to say, there was nothing about it that seemed "alien,"
until I opened it. The outer pages felt like lightweight cardboard
and the other pages were regular 8-1/2 by 11 sized sheets of paper.
The guide was printed in color and it had everything imaginable
inside of it, but unfortunately, I can only consciously remember a
fraction of the information the guide contained.
When I opened it, I noticed that the inside
cover, on the left side, had diagrams of aliens, which appeared
to also show a hybrid. They were depictions of the Beings' facial structure. The
diagram showed the contour lines of the face, the mouth,
everything. The way the images of the faces were illustrated not
only depicted the Beings' facial contour lines, they showed the bone
structure and skin as well.
The right side of the page, which in the standard way of publishing would be the actual first page of the guide, had almost every eye shape and color imaginable represented. In addition to the eye colors and shapes of the eyes was the makeup color and eye color the hybrids are supposed to wear while here on Earth and in the proximity of humans. As I read the guide, I realized what I was looking at was an instruction guide that showed the hybrids and other aliens how to blend in with humans. Depending on what type of hybrid they are, they are to wear a specific makeup color, and the hybrid's eye color appeared to be very important in making that determination. Because of the diverse representation of hybrids, their eye shapes, and eye and skin colors that I saw, I suspected this guide also depicted the type of colored contact lenses and/or eye coverings these Beings were supposed to wear. (2) I was completely aware of what I was looking at and I understood the importance of the guide. It was real proof to me that many of these Beings may already be here living among us. Upon this realization, I thought to myself, "I wish I could see one and talk to one without being under their influence." I continued to read the guide. It had so much information on each page I thought I'd never remember it all. It contained so many details it was mind-boggling. Someone was standing next to me who I thought was my husband Erik. I showed him the first five pages of the Hybrid Field Guide and I said, "Isn't this the most amazing thing you have ever seen? Look at all of this information. It's like a gold-mine." I continued studying the guide. A while later the military man returned. He was gentle and pleasant, older and retired. He seemed very familiar to me and I felt as if I had known him for many years. I began talking to him about the guide. I asked him, "Can I make a copy of it if I'm very careful with the pages? It won't hurt it to make a copy." A very distressed look came over his face and he replied, "No. It's not possible. There are only five in the world and no one can make another copy of it. It is strictly forbidden." I could tell he felt bad about this because he was very aware of the importance of the guide and he knew how much I wanted a copy of it and how much the information meant to me. I wanted to learn everything I could about them, and my thoughts went to them… "The hybrids…the aliens living here." A Prearranged Meeting We then went outside and I looked around at my surroundings and realized we were in a neighborhood that was still under construction. I looked around at the sizes of the lots and the sizes of the houses and realized these homes were close to million dollar estates. I also realized this is where some of the hybrids were staying for short periods of time in order to be here on Earth and it all made sense to me. They use the unfinished houses at night and in empty or unfinished neighborhoods and none of the construction workers ever realize they have been there. It's a perfect temporary setup. It was also a reminder that this is something I experienced in my own neighborhood when it was being built. I then looked back toward the driveway because a car was driving up along the curved driveway that was in the front of the house we were standing outside of. The car had four or five hybrids inside and all had dark hair. The military man and I walked up to the car and I looked at the hybrids sitting inside. Even though they looked completely human, I was able to detect that they were not human due to their demeanor and the fact that they were telepathic. I felt them mentally. It was fascinating to see them. While I was looking at them, I could feel, telepathically, that they knew I was aware of who and what they were and this was a prearranged meeting for us to meet one another. I sensed playfulness coming from the hybrids inside of the car. If I had to attach human emotions to it, I would say the hybrids were giggling because I knew what was going on and they found my predicament and my excitement amusing. I went back inside the house and I looked around and noticed that it wasn't quite finished being built inside and there was no furniture anywhere. I saw a living room with carpet and to my right was a kitchen and then to the left of that was a hallway with a closet. The hallway extended farther, but I did not walk down it. Instead, I turned toward my left and went into the closet and saw an article of clothing. It was on a coat-hanger and I retrieved it from the closet and held it and looked at it. I don't remember much about it, unfortunately, other than knowing it was a shirt or blouse of some kind. The Alien Shoe I then bent over because there were also shoes in the closet, and I picked one up. It was a very simple design. While I looked at the shoe, one of the phrases I read in the guide came back to me: "…special shoes because of the flat feet [or] flat-footedness of the hybrids." The shoe was similar to a sandal and it was made out of very fine reeds. It had a beautiful thin, rainbow-colored string assembly associated with it. I put my right foot inside of the sandal-like shoe and used the colorful string assembly to tie the shoe on around the top of my foot and calf. When I began to place the strings around my ankle, they almost tied themselves. The manner in which the strings or ties were attached to the sandal made it fit me perfectly. As I put it on my foot, I realized that it was indeed an alien-designed shoe. The strings and thin reeds seemed to take on a life of their own when they touched my foot or perhaps when I touched them. They tightened themselves around my foot and leg and it became a perfect fit for me. (3) I thought to myself, "Wow - This is so cool. These strings are so perfectly designed that even I can wear this. It is absolutely beautiful!" Then the military man walked in and his eyes got really big and I saw that they were actually bulging outward. He was very surprised that I had the sandal on. He emphatically stated, "Don't touch any of their things! They are going to be very offended!" He was quite embarrassed by my behavior and I realized he found my behavior humiliating. I quickly removed the sandal and looked up at him and saw that he was looking into the closet where I had touched and moved one of their garments. Again, his eyes became very large and bulged outward and he became very agitated. I felt like an idiot and said, "Okay -- I won't touch anything else. I promise." Amazingly, the next thing I knew, I was back at home in my kitchen and I was taking my dinner out of the microwave to eat. I felt the familiar presence of the aliens in my kitchen. It was as if they were right there with me, but I could not see them. Although it was a familiar feeling to me, there was a part of me that was very uncomfortable with the situation, even though I knew who they were. I looked up at my husband who was standing on the other side of the island in our kitchen and I said, "I have to tell you about what I saw – you won't believe it." The next morning I woke up because of a pain in my right leg that felt like a needle or pin had broken off and was stuck in my right calf. The pain lasted for several hours. Upon awakening, I immediately told my husband, "I have no doubt that I was abducted last night." Strangely, Erik did not remember the two of us being in the kitchen and my saying, "I have to tell you about what I saw - You won't believe it." I'm certain I told him, or someone, everything that had just happened with the hybrids. I felt too excited not to have done so. Looking back on this, I have to ask a very important question: Was this really Erik I was seeing, or was it one of the hybrids using a screen image to make me think it was Erik? If so, I was apparently under some sort of influence or control after they brought me back to my house at least during the time I microwaved my dinner, ate it and went to bed. It's possible that I may not have told Erik about this experience and actually related the encounter to a hybrid or another alien who was standing on the other side of the island in my kitchen. This would explain why Erik did not remember me telling him about it. Did this Being have me mentally or verbally review what I remembered in order to determine how much conscious memory I retained from my time with them? Perhaps this is the reason I cannot remember everything I read in the hybrid field guide. In addition, although I had the severe pin prick-like pain in my right calf the following day, I was not able to detect anything overtly wrong with it. There were no puncture marks or scrapes or even a bruise, although the pain in my calf lingered for several hours throughout the following day. It's quite possible that if the shoe was constructed using alien technology, nanotechnology for example, something from the strings that conformed to my foot and calf may have affected the muscle in my leg. Perhaps a "nanite" penetrated my leg. Another interesting possibility is that there is something about my physiology the "technology" in the shoe recognized. The sole of the shoe may have conformed to my foot and the strings to my foot and calf because it recognized something in my physiology that triggered it to behave this way. The Military Man Although this male looked completely human, I do not believe he is a human being. I felt he was ex-military because I had seen him before. It was not until he became extremely agitated with me, and his eyes bulged outward and widened in anger, that I made the startling realization he was most likely a hybrid himself. When I saw his eyes react this way, I realized it was not normal for a human's eyes to bulge outward that much without severe trauma having occurred to them. His eyes were exhibiting emotion, not signs of trauma, and they were not human. I have seen this male several times and I believe it is quite probable that he is the commander of the hybrids who were being sent to Earth in the September of 2007 encounter I published in Part One of this article. It is also interesting to me that in the beginning of the encounter I viewed him as, "…gentle and pleasant, older and retired…very familiar to me and I felt as if I had known him for many years." This "military man" is a hybrid Being who this experienced abductee could not identify as such until he became emotional and his eyes enlarged and bulged outward. As I stated before, no human's eyes could look like this without severe trauma having occurred to them. Even after I realized he was probably a hybrid, it did not change the way I felt for him or feel for him now. I have known him for many years. I am not afraid of him, but I do respect him. He is probably the reason I have been so hesitant to make this encounter public. Having said that, it is somewhat telling that I, a mere human, was not allowed to "touch their things," because they would be "very offended." At that moment, I felt I was being scolded and told that I was not as good as the hybrids: that somehow I was not as "worthy" because I am a human. Many of the hybrids I have encountered do seem to have a somewhat pompous view of themselves when I interact with them. I'm certain the reason is because they really are superior to us. They are telepathic and they have access to alien technology. This gives them the ability to influence us, and at times, completely control us. They have a tremendous advantage over humans. On the other hand, I have also witnessed hybrids exhibiting extreme jealousy in certain circumstances. An example I published in my e-book occurred when I was inside what appeared to me to be a terrestrial looking laboratory of some kind. This was a remarkable and memorable experience for me because for the first time, someone was actually telling me why I was being abducted. Like the "military man," I knew this particular woman and I gave a detailed description of her in my e-book: "A human, female scientist said to me, " ‘Many people carry the genetic marker we are looking for, but your body can create the actual gene. Your body produces the equivalent of gold for us.' " "She continued talking while looking at my DNA profile and sometimes making eye contact with me….After her conversation with me the male hybrid was made aware of who and what I was. This is when he became strangely jealous. He mocked me and tried to belittle me. He was once considered special by this group of people and the aliens they are working with, but now they had me and people like me, and the hybrid hated me for it." (4) There is indeed, something special about us as far as their alien parents and the older, first-generation hybrids are concerned. I would like to think they care for us, but it may simply be that we provide them with the "raw materials," DNA, stem cells, etc., for their breeding program and overall agenda. The younger hybrids realize there is something important about abductees and there is quite probably some sort of competition or sibling rivalry occurring between us. There is also another behavior and emotional trait I have seen exhibited more and more often by the younger hybrids and it can only be described as "juvenile." Juvenile Behavior In January of 2009 I once again found myself in an empty house that I suspected was near to where I lived, and again, I was dealing with hybrid Beings. I was leaning against a sliding glass door and looking at something in the night sky. The object then descended into the backyard next to the patio of this empty house I was inside of. I saw the craft clearly. It looked somewhat small and triangular shaped. The Beings inside knew I could see them. There were three male hybrids, including one who was very tall and thin. All had dark hair that was disheveled. Eye CandyThe hybrids intentionally performed a demonstration using the craft they were flying in because they wanted to make certain I saw it. This appeared to be a game to them because they were quite excited when they saw me looking at them and I clearly observed their behavior. It was as if they were saying to one another, "Oh, she sees us! Let's do some acrobatics – he-he." The craft turned and performed slow loops in the backyard, quite close to the ground. There were trees in the background with a greenbelt area behind the trees. The yard was not very large, but neither was the craft. The three hybrids appeared to be rather cramped inside the small craft. They intentionally allowed me to see almost every angle and every side of their craft. It was really quite interesting to watch them. The hybrids
were acting silly and goofy, like teenage boys. They made
strange faces in their excitement. They would look over at me, then
move some controls inside their craft and the craft would slowly
turn. Then they would look back at me to see my reaction. I watched,
of course, because I wanted to take note of every detail of the
craft that I could for documentation purposes. The craft was just
large enough to seat about three people. Again, they were sitting
very close to one another because the craft was quite small.
When the aliens intentionally allow someone to see their craft in this manner, this is what I categorize as "eye candy." They know that humans love to see their craft in the sky. It has a deep psychological effect on us. Some abductees who see aliens and their craft do not experience the awe and wonderment and excitement after a while because we know what the objects are and who is piloting them. Yes, I was very interested in seeing their craft, but I was not experiencing the type of emotional reaction I would have twenty years ago. The hybrids were absolutely delighted that I was standing next to the sliding glass door watching them, as well as every maneuver made by their craft. More occurred during this encounter and as they approached, I tried to fight them by closing the sliding glass door on one of them, but they were stronger than I and they forced their way into the house. It was interesting that I did not see them pass through the glass, as other, more alien appearing Beings do. At the end of documenting this encounter, I wrote the following in my journal: "I do know one thing: They are using these empty and unfinished homes somewhere around here to carry out their activities, which sometimes seem to be totally brainless to me. It's as if they are ‘joy riding' through our cities at night, abducting people and playing games with them in unfinished or empty houses - all for the hell of it. This is totally weird....Has there been a complete breakdown in their hierarchy? I can't believe they are allowing this type of behavior. Are the hybrids out of control? Are they behaving like - adolescents? Can the aliens no longer control their children?" Where Is This Leading? In addition to the hybrids' telepathic prowess and their access to alien technology, it is possible that if some of these hybrids are being bred as a military force to defend us against something, they may have an additional reason to view themselves as superior to us. (5) They may feel that we "owe" them, despite what has already been done to us. If the scenarios that other abductees and I have been shown come to pass and the hybrids and possibly other aliens do come here en masse, I can only imagine what the ramifications will be. This is a subject many abductees have been contemplating for a long time and many of us are concerned about what our futures hold. I fear that abductees will be stuck in the middle: between hybrids who are jealous of us and want to control us, and humans who fear us because of our relationship to the hybrids, not to mention the more alien appearing Beings. This article continues with Part Three: We Are Coming and is based on recent encounters I experienced in 2009, which have left me with the uneasy feeling that I was shown what might be heading our way. * * * NOTES All of my experiences since 1989 have been remembered consciously, without the aid of hypnosis. For more information about my background and in-depth personal investigation, please refer to Psychological & Physical Evaluations as well as my Introduction. (1) Are They Already Walking Among Us? By German abductee, Saskia von Essen Hopkins, Budd and Carol Rainy. Sight Unseen: Science, UFO Invisibility and Transgenic Beings. New York: Atria Books (Simon & Schuster), 2003; as well as lecture presentations by Budd Hopkins. Jacobs, David M. A Picture We May Not Wish To Gaze Upon. Journal of Abduction Encounter Research, Issue 1, 2007. Journal of Abduction Encounter Research, Issues 3 and 4: An Interview with "Kevin Marks." Don't Apply for A Job At the CIA – You Might Be Interviewed By an Alien. http://www.jarmag.com Wilson, Kay I Forgot What I Wasn't Supposed To Remember: After the book loads on screen, put the word "hybrid" in the Find box and you can easily read about the encounters I have had involving these Beings. Worley, Donald. Alien Abduction Experience and Research http://www.abduct.com A Change in My Thinking - Re-evaluating the Aliens' Mission, by Donald Worley (2) I Forgot What I Wasn't Supposed To Remember, Chapter Thirty-six: "They Shall Be Revealed." See also Part One of this article under the subheading: Points of Interest. I referenced another Being I saw who was wearing what appeared to be eye implants or eye coverings. (3) I believe the alien shoe was based on a type of advanced nanotechnology in order for the strings and the shoe to sense my foot shape and size and to immediately conform to it. For a brief overview of nanotechnology see http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Nanotechnology (4) I Forgot What I Wasn't Supposed To Remember: Chapter Nineteen: "Honey To The Bees," subheading "Mining My Body." (5) Please read Part One of this article for a thorough explanation as to why I suspect part of the alien-human hybrid breeding program involves creating a hybrid military-like force.
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