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I
am an abductee who has come through what some call 'the dark
side' of the phenomenon to an understanding that if abductions
are anything, they are, as Dr. John Mack states, transformative.
I began my investigation in 1988 and underwent
psychological testing and seven regressive hypnosis sessions
with a clinical psychologist. Several years of diligent
investigation and documentation culminated with the
publication of my journals in The Alien Jigsaw in
1994.
Nineteen ninety-five has been a year of transition for
me. One night in January, I distinctly remember turning on
my side just before going to sleep and for some inexplicable
reason I said, "Okay, I'm ready to begin."
Shortly after that I had an unusual visitation and I
wrote the following in my journal: "I believe I'm beginning
to remember why I came here...I was with a 'Guide' who was a
time-travel Being. Not merely another alien, but a
super-conscious Being: a 'Wise One.' There was something
important he was supposed to teach me.
I was in a structure that had a very high ceiling. I
looked up and I used my thoughts to pull the space that was
above me, down toward me. This had the effect of lifting my
body upward through what seemed to be part of the structure.
Although it was mentally exhausting, I successfully
levitated or moved myself into a higher space. This was
something I had to learn to do. It was time for me.
I then remembered my future. It was at the moment I made
the decision to come here. I was to leave my time, what we
would consider to be the future, and travel back in time to
where I am now. It's because of my 'life mission' that I am
here. It's like I said in my Researcher's Supplement,
'I know all of us have not chosen the path of an educator
like I have, but we all have an important mission in this. I
know now, that I was supposed to write my book...We are to
wake a sleeping world to the aliens' presence.'
All of this came rushing back to me in an instant and
even though I felt very determined, I also felt a sickness
in the pit of my stomach. I thought about my parents and my
husband, "Oh, how can I leave them behind?"
The feeling was gone as suddenly as I felt it, and once
again I knew that I made the decision to come back to Earth
to do the work I'm doing. Many of my life experiences have
been the consequence of that decision."
I am fortunate to have friends who are also abductees.
Their information has come to me at a time that I can only
describe as being synchronous. In other words, I believe I
am where I am supposed to be in order to share their
information with others. The following excerpts provide some
highly relevant information that fits both the abduction
side and the metaphysical side of this wide reaching
phenomenon.
The first excerpt comes from Doreen. I have known her for
two years. She is happily married, works full-time, and is
the mother of two children. This is a fully conscious
memory. Doreen states:
"I found myself standing and looking straight ahead at a
horizon. In the distance I saw a squared-off object that
looked like a table, and I started to move toward it, but I
was immediately overcome with the feeling that I was to stay
where I was. I looked to my left and saw a shapeless form.
The first impression of this form was that it was a
photographic negative, and then it seemed like it was
mercury. I looked at it and as soon as I tried to make a
face out of it, a face would start to take shape. Whatever
form I would think of, it would start to take on that shape.
It was time for me to go, so I turned around and sensed
my body elevate. I was on my stomach and felt myself start
to move head first. I became frightened and I heard a voice
say, 'This is what you want to know,' in such a way that it
made me feel accountable or responsible for this experience.
I felt like I was falling and spinning, but somehow I knew I
was going back home.
The voice told me that I was traveling through space and
time. I became concerned that I was going to end up in a
different time than the one I left, and the voice said,
'Your reality is a physical one. You view space, time, and
light purely in a physical sense. There is another side to
these elements with unique properties that you are unaware
of.' The voice also told me that there is a set of energy
and spiritual laws that puts 'reality' into motion for us,
and our laws of physics are an extension of that. Our
physical bodies are a creative expression of this conscious
energy. 'Time, space, and light are real living things,' the
voice said.
I started to feel my whole being accelerate. I could hear
a hum, and I began moving faster and faster. I knew I was
going back to my body, but it seemed to take longer than I
felt comfortable with. Then I heard the voice say, 'Time,
space, quantonium,' over and over again.
I moved faster and faster, until suddenly-I was back in
my body, totally conscious and aware...I went to check on my
children and my daughter (who was 3 1/2) was laying in her
bed on her side, wide awake. She said, "Do you see it? Do
you see it? The Blue light-everywhere I look the blue light
is there. It's coming out of my eyes like a light-just like
magic."
Why Hybrids?
Recently, Doreen was taken on board a craft and shown
sleeping quarters filled with hybrid children. They all had
fair skin, wispy light colored hair, and intense sky-blue
eyes. Doreen was told that it would take these children 40
years to reach their destination and they would be placed in
suspended animation very soon. They would be taking the
hybrid children out of suspended animation from time to time
and when they arrived at their destination the children
would be about twenty years old. Doreen was shown her little
girl who appeared to be about five years old, and was told
to make a strong emotional connection with her. She was told
to telepathically communicate with her child because she
would be seeing her again.
Another fascinating encounter comes from a woman named
Kendra. I have known Kendra for four years, and like Doreen
and myself, Kendra has conscious recall of most of her
experiences.
"I sat up in my bed and noticed a small three-foot tall
child. She looked like a hybrid. She had white wire-like
hair that was soft looking and was either slightly bald in
the front, or she had a high forehead. Her chin was narrow
and her mouth turned downward, and her eyes looked at me so
innocently, just like the eyes of a child. Her body was
frail and thin. She had fair skin and was wearing a white
cotton-like dress with white slipper-like shoes.
She stood in the doorway of my room while I sat up in my
bed. I felt that she was young in appearance, but her
intelligence surpassed my own adult intelligence. She really
looked like a three year old, but she definitely had the
intelligence of an adult. I felt extreme respect for her,
but I also felt a nurturing feeling toward her, as I
normally do for children.
She spoke to me with clarity and with an intelligent
vocabulary, unlike a child. She had a high-pitched monotone
voice and spoke quickly. She said, 'Our fifth dimensional
world is going to merge and co-exist with your fourth
dimensional world.'
The hybrid not only communicated with me with words, but
she gave me visions along with her words so that I would
understand what is going to occur.
Images of ghosts and spirits then came to my mind. They
were dwelling visibly on the Earth, but these were very kind
and good spirits. I was shown that negative entities
(physical and non-physical) would not be able to live on the
Earth once the two dimensions merged. This meant that people
would change to a more loving and non-violent race.
I asked about natural disasters and if they would still
exist and the hybrid said there would still be natural
disasters. An image of a father and his son came to my mind.
They were walking and an earthquake occurred. Neither the
father nor the son were afraid. They accepted the
earthquake, as if they knew they would always be safe. They
were still happy even though the earthquake occurred.
The hybrid also told me, 'The work is almost done.' The
new race, that is, the hybrid race, came into my mind. The
hybrid Being then said, 'The hybrid children are all part of
the merging process.' "
Kendra sat up in her bed during this entire conversation,
completely conscious of what was transpiring. The hybrid
Being remained standing in the doorway and did not
'paralyze' Kendra, as so many other abductees report.
These two excerpts are important for a number of reasons.
First, they come from two stable and highly credible
individuals who are having profound experiences with
non-human Beings. Second, both individuals perceive
themselves as abductees (experiencers of abduction), while
at the same time, relaying information that fits both the
abduction phenomenon and the metaphysical view of the
phenomenon. The third point which was not illustrated by
these experiences, but is important nevertheless, is that
Doreen and Kendra have both seen me during a few of their
experiences, and I have seen them during some of my
experiences.
 The
fourth point is the presentation of, or interacting with hybrid Beings.
This is one of the core events that many abductees report during their
abductions. 1 The field of abduction research is divided as to the
purpose behind the creation and presentation of these Beings. Some
researchers even question if they are indeed 'real' or merely created
images to further the aliens' agenda.
If two worlds are going to merge with one another as the
Being told Kendra, and we take this information in a literal
sense, then it would follow that the environment of Earth
will change drastically. Human bodies and perhaps certain
alien bodies may not be able to exist in this new world.
However, there may be characteristics of each species that
can exist. Perhaps a higher intelligence has found a way to
piece together the genetic elements in order for someone to
survive a physical merging.
We could also take this merging to mean 'a coming
together of many peoples or different species, and their
respective cultures.' Unfortunately, all we need to do is
look at our history and we can see that the result will most
likely be as earth shattering an event as a physical merging
would create.
New Physics
Michio Kaku is a professor of theoretical physics in New
York. In his latest book titled Hyperspace, he states:
"There is a growing acknowledgment among physicists
worldwide, including several Nobel laureates, that the
universe may actually exist in higher-dimensional space. If
this theory [of hyperspace] is proved correct, it will
create a profound conceptual and philosophical revolution in
our understanding of the universe." 2
Theoretical physicists are postulating that instead of
the four dimensions of length, breadth, width, and time,
that ten dimensions are required to make enough room for our
four fundamental forces of nature. Those being: (1) The
Electromagnetic force, (2) The Strong Nuclear Force, (3) The
Weak Nuclear Force, and (4) The Gravitational Force. 3
In chapter two, Dr. Kaku states: "Imagine being able to
walk through walls...[or having] the ability to repair the
internal organs of patients without ever cutting the
skin...What Being could possess such God-like power? The
answer: a Being from a higher-dimensional world." 4
The alien-human hybridization program postulated by Budd
Hopkins and David Jacobs 5 is real, but it may only be the
tip of the ice-berg. As someone who has experienced this
phenomenon first-hand, I believe we are witnessing an
ongoing process involving the evolution of Homo Sapiens. A
possible outcome may be the development of a new type of
Being who has human characteristics and can exist in a
higher dimension.
The great irony in the study of abductions is that
eyewitness testimony and circumstantial evidence is
sometimes enough to prove a case in a court of western law,
but it is not enough to prove our case in the 'court' of
western culture. Our belief system is based on the rigidity
of western science and the dogma of fanatical religious
teachings, both of which are used to control the masses.
They tell us what is, and what is not appropriate to
believe. This is a very old story, and as I said in the
Epilogue of The Alien Jigsaw, humans will not change
unless that change is forced upon them.
I believe that change is here, and it is time for us to
make a choice. Do we live in fear of ridicule because
science teaches that we are mentally ill if we believe in
aliens? Do we live with fear and guilt because religion
teaches us that if we would exercise our free will, then
Satan's workers-the aliens-wouldn't have control over our
soul?
OR, do we choose to face the unknown through the
wonderment and open-mindedness that exists in the mind of a
child? It has been said that the genius of Einstein lay in
his ability to ask questions that only a child would ask.
The answers to those questions led to a scientific
revolution, as will the answers to the questions that are
being postulated by theoretical physicists today.
For all we know about it, the UFO phenomenon and all that
it encompasses, may simply be a vehicle for human evolution:
a way for us to discover ourselves and the incredible,
perhaps even multi-dimensional universe in which we exist.
1 Budd Hopkins, Intruders: The Incredible Visitations At Copley
Woods, (New York, NY: Random
House, 1987), and David M. Jacobs, Secret Life: Firsthand Accounts Of UFO
Abductions, (New York: Simon
& Schuster, 1992). Many other examples can be found in
my book, The Alien
Jigsaw
2 Michio Kaku, Hyperspace: A
Scientific Odyssey Through Parallel Universes, Time Warps,
and the 10th Dimension, (New
York, NY: Oxford University Press, 1994), from the
Preface.
3 Ibid. 13-14
4 bid. 45-46
5 Budd Hopkins, Intruders: The
Incredible Visitations At Copley Woods, (New York, NY: Random House, 1987), and David M.
Jacobs, Secret Life: Firsthand
Accounts Of UFO Abductions, (New
York: Simon & Schuster, 1992). Many other examples can
be found in my book, The Alien
Jigsaw.
Portions of this article were published in The 1995
MUFON Symposium Proceedings, by The Mutual UFO Network and a similar version
of this article was published in 1996, in Connecting Link
Magazine,
Issue #32, 9392 Whitneyville SE, Alto, MI, 49302.
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