Are They Already Walking Among Us?

by Saskia von Essen

With comments by Katharina Wilson

Saskia von Essen is 40 years old. She has been married for eighteen years and has two sons, ages sixteen and twelve, who are also involved in the phenomenon. After Saskia completed high school, she worked for a lawyer and obtained a lawyer's assistant qualification. After an examination she was qualified to work in a court of justice in Hamburg, Germany.

With Saskia's permission, I have published the following portions of her first letter to me.

"In June of 1991, I had my first experience with what I believe to be a Blonde being. It was not during the night and not while I was sleeping, but rather, during the daytime. I was in a grocery store looking for some food to purchase for my family and I suddenly realized that a Blonde 'man' had his gaze fixed upon me. He did not just look at me. His eyes were fixed on me as if he were looking 'into' me. It felt as if he knew my deepest thoughts and knew all of my emotions and everything I had experienced during my entire life.

First, I felt fear - a terrible fear. At that time I did not know anything about alien beings or that people were having contact with them or other unknown creatures. Also, at that time this Blonde looked like a human being. However, certain things about his appearance were abnormal. He did not move like a normal human being. The best way I can describe his movements is to say he moved in a robotic fashion. His eyes looked and looked at me. I wanted to run away, but I could not move.

He continued to stare at me and after some minutes my fear changed to a different emotion. It is not easy to explain, but this new emotion I experienced was peaceful and loving. I was astonished and I asked myself,

'Who is this man?'

To my surprise, I received an answer inside my head - in the middle of my brain:

'Someone who knows you.'

I thought to myself,

'Could it be that he is a murderer who will kill me later?'

'No - Never!'

I thought again to myself,

'Where does he know me from?'

Again, there was another answer in my mind,

'I know you, but not as you believe.'

I could not believe that I was receiving these answers 'inside my head.' In my curiosity about this I asked myself,

'Is this something like hypnosis?'

'Possible!'

I asked again,

'Is this telepathic communication?'

'Possible!'

Suddenly, a young woman spoke to me. I looked at her and then back to the Blonde man, but I could not see him. He was gone. When I got home, I wrote in my diary that I had come in contact with a ghost or an angel. However, a short time after this experience I became more and more certain that my encounter with this Blonde 'man' was an event that would change my life.

It was as if this Blonde used me like a computer, as if he had somehow given me information that I would need in the years to come. My brain felt as full as a balloon with information that I could not access. Even though I could not remember the information at that moment, I knew I would remember it when I was supposed to.

During the following months, my life changed. Some of my dreams had more of a feeling of reality to them than being mere dreams. I also began to remember several mysterious experiences I had during my childhood. For example: little 'people' who sat on my bed, a two-legged dog who looked at me with dark eyes, and many nights during which I awakened crying. I also remember that when I was five years old I would get sick when I was supposed to sleep over at my grandmother's house. I remember telling my parents that there were 'wolf-faces' in the windows of my grandmother's house.

I continue to have 'dreams' about several strange creatures and situations that look like the creatures and situations you describe in your book, The Alien Jigsaw. I have dreams during which I can fly and where 'doctors' are operating on me and sometimes other people as well. Once, I even met three, small friendly creatures who had blue skin. Other times I have awakened during the night because of odd vibrations or because my entire body was wet and I was cold. I have so many experiences I could share, but they are too numerous to write about in a letter...."

Saskia ended her letter shortly after this sentence. However, in another letter, Saskia shared her feelings about an article that was published on this Web site. In the following excerpt Saskia is referring to the article titled Hybrid Children: A Merging Of Two Worlds.

"When I read the experiences that Doreen Imper and Kendra McNeal wrote about, I became very upset because their accounts are very similar to some of my dreams and experiences. I have also seen a little blue-eyed child. When I was holding him I could feel that he was very frail and thin, but this little boy was so delightful when he looked up at me with his very big blue eyes. No one told me that he was my son, but at that moment I loved him.

Something else I read bothered me as well. Kendra said that the hybrid child told her something about their World and our World merging with one another. For a long time, I had dreams about seeing dead people, and sometimes these dead people would transform into the little Greys and this always shocked me. I have tried to understand what this means and whenever I concentrate on this dream I get the same answer. In German it is 'Vereinigung der Reiche' which translates as 'a connection or union between the dimensions.' When I received this message I did not understand it, but now I believe it is possible that it may mean a merging of different dimensions."

If you will recall, in Hybrid Children... the hybrid being told Kendra, "Our fifth-dimensional World is going to merge and co-exist with your fourth-dimensional World... The hybrid children are all part of the merging process."

These are incredible words indeed. What is even more incredible is that another abductee, living thousands of miles away and who speaks a different language and lives in a different culture, was given a similar message! In Hybrid Children... I cover some different possible meanings for this message, but the bottom line is, right now we can only wait and remember. 'Remember' what the beings have told us, and 'wait' to see if it comes to pass. And - we may not have to wait much longer. As the hybrid being told Kendra in 1995, "...the merging process is almost complete."

by Saskia von Essen, ©1997, Edited by Katharina Wilson

If anyone is interested in reading an excellent book relating to the subject of New Physics and other dimensions, I highly recommend Hyperspace: A Scientific Odyssey Through Parallel Universes, Time Warps, and the 10th Dimension, by Michio Kaku. Anchor Books - Doubleday. Originally copyrighted in 1994, by Oxford University Press, the Trade Paper edition was published in 1995, by Anchor Books, a division of Doubleday. Hyperspace is written for the lay-public and will greatly expand your knowledge about New Physics and the Universe in which you live.